You know I watch people, I listen to people and I create a unspoken opinion every time I hear of someone's failure or their success. I think that is human nature. But the worst opinion is the one that I form of myself. You know that judgmental one, the critic. The one that says, you just aren't doing enough. But the revelation I made this morning, is that with every struggle I have faced in my life, that every single time, I learn a new approach, it sheds new light on an obstacle. It creates a stirring inside me that will manifest itself in whatever power it sees fit for that moment. I know this is deep but deep is where I am. Deep in my vortex of life. Those moments when I thought I was failing, were the moments I was truly growing. About 4 weeks ago I began an educational path that I have now already seen change my life. I asked for abundance, we worked on how that looks, what that meant and how I would achieve it. I stated over and over how quickly I do things, how impatient I am and that it wasn't necessarily a bad thing but something that propelled me forward.... notice the word propelled, rather than pushed. On the second week, I started spinning.... no literally. Migraine associated Vertigo hit me hard for one week... Now that my head is clear I realized a pretty profound thing.... It was the universe saying... you wanna propel, then let's spin... SLOW DOWN!!! These were the words I heard over and over! SLOW DOWN and take it all in, let it happen! The Dr said if you don't quit smoking you WILL have a Stroke. hmmmm coincidence? I think not! Fast forward about 4 days. Pick a quit date, ok Monday the 2nd, make a plan, ok just quit..... My mindset is so in tune now that I found the resources and knowledge I needed to quit... not sure how, but it all showed up for me. I started with... This is easy, what is the fuss everyone makes about quitting. Have I had some dips of cravings, sure I have, but I move right past them... why because I am not a smoker. Non-smokers don't smoke! 5% of cigarette smoking is nicotine addiction and 95% of it is all in your mind, the cravings, the habit, the desire. It takes 3 days for the nicotine to be expelled from your body, so what's the fuss 3 days is nothing! Today is day 5 and although I have been quiet, I have been sooooooo busy... at least today was the day I realized how busy I have been. Healing myself, coaching myself, learning about myself and creating my future and my today! The arsenal you ask? My mind! My brain! I am blessed and fortunate. I am 100% better and I am 100% a non-smoker. Allen Carr has a program that I haven't taken but the just of it is mind over matter, at least I think so from the videos I watched... If he can make tons of money coaching people that... I should be the richest woman in the world because I already know it!
Moving forward, moving fast. I thank the universe for slowing me down a bit, shaking me up and throwing me back in! I TOTALLY GOT THIS!
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